Confession of dream (Part 1)

I want you to go and help the others"said him to me
But I don't want to go"said me to him
This planet is depend on you know. You must go before I take further action. And for the thing to happen you must go now.

I look at him with my teary eyes. Something that I never did to him before.
He smiles at me.

I know for a long time ago that you love me right, he wipes the tear from my eyes.

"Please don't go, please"I am begging him.
"Take care of yourself and never forget about me"He says to me before he leaves.

I get up and suddenly I can hear a loud sound from the place that he went to.

"Noooo..."I can't believe my own eyes.

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I wake up from my dream and staring at the ceiling. It has been 3 months after the coup d'etat happened to our home and I lose my husband in the tragedy.

If only I followed him, if only I went with him. The words spinning round and round my head.

My feet slowly steps to the bathroom and I am start to remind everything that my husband do.
My heart breaks everytime.